J, that's how I call you when nobody's around,lol...
it's gonna be your 32nd birthday,
I remember you always say that you like women older than you,
how I wish I could grow old as fast as I could while you stand still...
I remember the first time I saw you,
you got those scars on your face and something uncertain in your eyes
I knew you are the guy I wanna pour all my love into,I just knew
even though my sister said that you looked like a psycho,lol...
you are a kid who has been through a lot,
I am too
kids like us are maybe incapable of love,
that's why we have drinking problem
but I got this feeling
if I had the chance to love you, I'm gonna give everything I've got
stop drinking, stand beside you and throw away all my pride...
I even thought about the lines I gonna say if we ran into each other in the bar
what about "hello stranger" lol
right here I just wanna say ,Happy Birthday J
PS.I love you