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心中还是忐忑不安。我虽然知道原因，却无法控制思绪的蔓延。

又是一段旅程的结束，还有一段开始。 可我还是没有所有问题的答案。 厌倦了不停地在命运的波涛中起伏。 我希望能够掌控命运的舵。

我没有办法也不应该完全期望他不会让我失望。 毕竟，一次次的失望已经让我没有太大奢求。也许他是正确的，我们的结合只会为彼此带来更多的烦恼与负面的影响。

我试图不去想一两月以后的将来。 因为不知道自己的心情如何。 也试图说服自己，无

Have no time to write anything for almost 2 months.

So, 5 months passed and I still don't know where I will be next month.

He is on holiday and message me everyday - wish he could call everyday, but I guess people always want more.

Everything i

I am enjoying the moment. Stand still - as Kerry said to Big.

My big trouble is now becoming rather sweet - I am still not sure what caused the transformation, but I certainly enjoy the result.

He said he would give it a try, and that makes me smi

So, no update as I have been busy. The danger of that is time passes without notice and we tend to ignore that.

So, I am sort of happy in love - good to know he felt a bit jealous. First time he ever admits that.

It is sometimes painful to know that I

Brussels and London. None of which changed too much in the past two years. Yet, I have changed.

Stuck in London for an unexpected weekend, and his appearance indeed was a classical rescue.

But perhaps, there are some emotions always bette

其实已经不想再收拾行李,到另一个城市生活.

对北京的眷恋,从未有这么强烈过.

也许因为从来没有像现在这样,证明自己,作开心的事情.

不过,还是要离开一段时间,我知道会错过许多东西,但是已经不容我回头.

每个选择都是有好有坏的,我决定还是看光明的一面.希望自己不要漂流很久,可以很快回到现在的地方,享受生活.

昨晚和他又是一次长谈,分开后的第一次,但是却是很久以来最快乐的一次.我知道不仅仅是因为我的变