偶尔可以

刚刚回家。四个小时。

开始在家里一个人犯贱。

一只讨厌自己的这个状态。看不到他。开始瞎想。瞎猜。开始不是人了。 讨厌！

找点事情做吧！ 不要再在电脑面前吃东西了。懒猪！

can't get him out of my mind. 

miss as soon as i turn my eyes awayl.

his big eyes.

maybe love.

He said he had dream of a girl. His mother asked him to marry her. I just smiled and looked at him.

They said his eyes are so big. Sometimes made others uneasy.  I just cant stand not looking into his eyes for even only one single day.

Saw "HellBo

清晨勉强逼自己爬起床。感觉很累。 突然明白他的感觉。有一点点明白而已。

因为能很明显的感觉到。所以心跟着很痛。

这次不能随便说服自己，只是关注于自己的生活。 所以没有办法，看着他给我的短信，感觉鼻酸。

怎么帮可可才好。我感觉自己能够知道他的问题，但是我不知道怎么能办把他化解那些误会。看着好心疼。怎么帮他。

可可。