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Anyway i finished them, who cares if i will get resets?! Though i think everything goes well ^^ Tomorrow there still have practical exams, but compared with theory exams, they are just pieces of cake to me :D Then i can come to give my movies which were downloaded from internoon in my laptop few days ago a big hug! I will have totally free weekends and several days later, tidy up my baggage to prepare to go home! Oh lalala~~ 

............. I hate the smell of smoking, it sucks and stinks. but she still smoked alone in our dorm while we were not there. It's really not a good thing for smoking. It's killer, i don't understand why so many people have a crush on it. When you smoke, you're stink eveywhere, and it's always not healthy. Especially for girls, you will know how horrible for smoking when you get older. Then that's too late. But i still like the pics of people smoking, they are just in pics, and you never know how terrible the smell is, but fresh. Like what shows in Shisan's blog, i like her arts, everything seems fresh. 

I had my interview yesterday in Grand Metro Park Hotel. Fortunately i was accepted by them. I don't know how's that feeling after interview. It seems i grew up a little bit. After all, i came alone, face everything alone. Now i am used to be alone......

     

I don't know what will happen when i have my internship in IP. Who knows...

I probably will meet many different people, there is a saying, " there have too much complex for too many people." As i know, i am not good at people, but i need experience, i think it is very good to have an opportunity like this, i am still very excited about it.

"Why did you choose this suject? Do you know anything about hospitality?" 

He smiled for a moment, maybe he thought i was ridiculous. In fact, i am just told him the truth. I am honest, can't you see?...

Anyway i will start a new life soon. Let's see what will happen. 

Maybe i need to buy some blue Morning Glory seeds. According to some tests, they say, " it will bring me luckies for next year. And in Auguest, luck turns in my favour." 

Today i was be told by Mr Port Louis, i probably have no chance to have my internship in Shanghai. He told me that currently shanghai hotels don't want students. Yes after he sent out my resume... Fuck! 

Girls acted pretty in the party, but she acted like an laugh, that hurts and embarrases. So am i, i just feel annoyed by the IP, i really want to let it go, and tell Mr Port Louis, " Ok, i am tired of this issue, whatever i don't want any interview, i don't think i am fit in this industry. I will go home to do something else that the place need me!" That is what my mother asked me when she heard that i didn't pass the interview from shanghai. So FUCKIN' hurt!!!

At least she got so many dear friends, here danni she was my best friend, 

but after she got a boyfriend, she became so mean to me, we had little 

for hanging out together. So i choose to ignore her, she couldn't be 

my friend anymore. Friends won't give little shit on friends once they 

get lovers. 

Girls are so lovely, they're who they really are when with friends. 

Georgia she met her prince Robbie, but he was meeting another girl who is more pretty than her. 

Well, you're really funny. You were so hilarious in that olive costume.  But, Jaz, you said boys don't rate girls for funniness.

She is lovely anyway, she always be who she is. That's real. That's why 

i think this movie moved so much. Though there have many american 

movies' story like this, british is just different. More real emotion, more 

realstic. But at the meanwhile, there also have romances existed.

She thougt Mum was having an affair behind her daddy. In fact she loves her family a lot, she doesn't want any of her parents leaving her. I had same feeling when i saw here. Because i saw my mum cheating my father too when i was little, but that's true. My mother is not a good woman, but she still i with my father for the life. They had quite a lot of fight in past. They hold on this marriage till now, it's all for me. I cried for begging them beofore, just do not divoce. I felt that was a shame that moment. But now, I think i should have let them do what they want. They should find their true lovers, but not now for being relative relationships. 

She finally got Robbie, i could figure out the end at the beginning with. 

But i still watched this movie for twice. It motivated me a lot. 

Mr Port Louis told me today, " phone interview will be more easier for you 

than in person, you know face to face, people will judge you directly. They

would know if you are fat, or you are beautiful. But phone interview, you 

will get more chances." Right,  i am not fit, i am not beautiful. But unlucky, 

i am not that positive like Georgia TT 

Such a lovely Georgia, she get her love. Everything is just so perfect in the end. Where am i going then? Get confused and annoyed. After all it is a comedic movie.