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It's Saturday. The end of Saturday to be exact. I'm so tired.

Working 2 jobs turns out to be a lot harder than I thought. I really, really don't want to quit on Anke and Tony, they've just been so kind to me that I know for sure that I will feel completely guilty if I quit the job. I hope I don't have to. I hope I can make it.

Brooke's coming back on Monday. So is Adrienne. I'm excited about Brooke's return cuz I finally don't have to go see movies alone. But I'm not sure what I feel about Adrienne coming back. It's complicated. Half nervous and half excited I guess. I hope things are easier for me. I even hope that she would be harsh on me so I could hate her and everything would be crystal clear. But I'm such a big, fat lier. I hope she loves me. I hope she missed me. Even just a bit.

I saw JJ today. He seems to be wandering around every time I go out, which kind of is a threat cuz I'm not sure if I can trust him or be friends with him. I guess he's nice in a way, but I just don't know him. I think I'm really protective and sensitive. Maybe even too protective and sensitive. Whatever, everything will be fine. Yes.

Good night. I'm so tired.